Thoughts

Sometimes when I'm feeling something, I tell myself: ok you've gotta remember this , how you feel. Then you can write it down somewhere. But in the end, I forgot. Haha... all I know is i sensed difference. I guess. I'm not sure myself. Can't really remember. Except it didn't feel nice. Sometimes it's not good to think, think too much. Sometimes being totally oblivious may cause you to be happier? Haha... I have no idea what or why I'm rambling on I just feel like typing and typing and typing. People should have 'Typing Therapy' instead of 'Retail Therapy' eh? It doesn't cost much and it could help you get some jobs done too.

I watched a show last night. A Chinese one. And I remembered a phrase from it. It went sometihing like this- You're just trying to work and tire yourself out so much that you can't think. I guess it workds for some people? Hahaha

I als read in Mind Your Body today that a BGR can be affected by your sleep patterns. They warned against taking your disputes to bed. They also advised people to not pick up discussions that may get heated when either partner is not well rested. Haha like that needed research to prove LOL. But research showed that people who have had disputes with their partners will not get good sleep and with no good sleep more disputes arise and therein is a viscious cycle.

Ok, I think I've really lost it. LOL. Am writing about a HELL LOT of shit... Hmmmmm not sure why... maybe it's PMS or maybe I don't want my brain to stagnate? Hahahahaha. Maybe it's because I want to stop myself from thinking? Thinking.... about what? I really do not know... He asked me what I was thinking about, why was I so quiet? I had no answer. None. Oh wells. Things will get better. They always do =)

~Loving him more and more each day~