It's back

It's back,
Bigger than before.
Or is it? Maybe it isn't and
Maybe I just feel it is so big
Because I'm scared of it
Was scared of it for a long long
Time.

Why
Should I be scared though?
It never did hurt me.
Neither can it do
So if I don't let it.
Gotta get myself
Up.

So
Many times I've thought
Of scenarios of cases
But it's coming real now,
Or is it? Is it
Really? No I say it is
Not.

Come
It will someday. But
Take it in stride and
I swear, this time
After tearing down my defenses
It will definitely
Hurt.

But no
I will not be taken down.
I will prevail. And
Should there be a need,
I will burn but rise up
Through the ashes
Yet again.