Sometimes I get frightened by silence because I don't know what the other person is thinking. When I am unhappy or have thoughts weighing on my mind, I tend to keep quiet and hence I think that other people would do the same...
Maybe I was mistaken... maybe it's not always the jovial persona that was a fixed structure, like I thought it was, maybe the actual persona is quieter? When emotions have settled, the persona becomes what it originally was. But ain't it a bit fast? What is going on? In this week itself, there seems to have been changes which have been rather drastic. I guess this is the first time I saw the jovial persona as quieter? Hmmmm...
Thoughts run through my head.... what if, like what I fear the most, the person's feelings for me are dying out? Hmmmm.... why is it always such, as I learn to love the person more, the person pulls away? Or seems to pull away? Is this my paranoia? Someone please let me know the truth....
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