My Darling's off to Genting

Humph... darling went Genting.... so last minute.... still expect me to happily give him my blessings -.- HUMPH... I feel sad and was already missing him when I first saw the message how to "give my blessings" happily... When I first sawhe was going I was still ok... then he told me he was going TONIGHT! Shocker balls~

Obviously I wasn't happy lar... which probably caused him to think I was a girl who could not be understanding =( haix... but hey it's not like I told him "YOU CANNOT GO!" Yes I know a lot of girls out there will most probably say that. Either that or they will start threatening that if he goes they won't want to be with him when he gets back and all that. But I didn't choose to say those words what. Let him go, but how was I to mask my emotions?? So I gave real short replies, what was I supposed to do?

Not a lot of guys would have been as nice as darling though. A lot of them would be like, oh she said enjoy the trip who cares if she happy or not just enjoy la. At LEAST darling picked up that I was unhappy... heehee <3

I know I know, some girls out there will be like, MEL WHY YOU NEVER STAND YOUR GROUND?! YOU SHOULD JUST TELL HIM NOT TO GO!! But heyy... it's not like he suddenly plan to go there by himself. His frend Derick has been down and out for awhile... Yes yes I know they have been meeting up every night more often than he meets me anyways but heck the guy just broke up la give him a break!! There is something about me- when I have a boyfriend, his friends become my friends too. And I want my friends to be happy. So I try to put myself in their shoes (Verstehen, Sociology!!) and I know Ray would like his friend to be happy so when Derick jio he will want to accompany him too what. The fact that he even told me about it and not just up and left is commendable enough I guess.

Aaaaaand I didn't know Derick was the one replying my messages -.- he must have found me a very weird girlfriend... haix... but I really was a tad unhappy what. Mel is always like that. Unhappy but want to do the right thing so always having inner conflict... I'm gonna have a stroke one day... lol

Ah wells. Now I'm only worried about Darling driving there... it's so late now... Gonna pray that he gets there and back safely...
Love you darling<3