Like I said, sometimes I am paranoid. And at the end of the day I find out that all my fears were uncalled for. It is these fears that build the monsters that finally consume us and we turn back and say "hey I knew it was going to happen" when in fact we made everything happen. Self fulfilling prophecy.

Today went with darling for some Honda forum photoshoot. It was raining heavily after lunch. We dashed out of the MacDonald in the rain and for a moment it was queer because we held hands but we were running... in the rain.... HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAA....

Ok after that laugh, things seem more normal haha.. But yes we were wet and the windows and all were misty so we had to have the air condition on and it was freezing... LOL We were both wearing Metal Mulisha t shirts that Darling bought =)) And mine was kinda thin but ah wells I survived!! We went to meet the convoy going down to the flyer area. Went there and it was raining so we parked and we went to seek shelter and all that.... We actually spent a good 2 hrs or more waiting for the photoshoot and for the latecomers and all. Met some of darling's friends and spent the time there stoning, squatting, watching darling smoke and playing his iPhone games haha....

After the photoshoot, we went to meet some of his other friends and watched them do plank drifting =)) exciting!! Darling is cool!! Hahaha what else can i say. But after the activity his car was dirty so we went to the car wash to get it hosed and soaped down. He sent me back after that and all.

Today I was kinda worried when he changed his profile pic to a solo picture and it's like not even 1 week yet? Feel like... he's getting more distant as I start to warm up to him? Hmmm... or was he always like this? But he assures me he loves me and all that. I hope I am not wrong about him. I really do feel like I'm falling hard for him. Want this to last. =))