I've sent an email. He probably won't read it and even if he did I think his reply would not be a nice one. Soooooo Imma not gonna wait for the reply. I guess I was bottling everything but now I told him. Respected his thinking and sent it to him privately. Yes I do feel horrid after his last contact with me. I guess i just have to tell him how I feeel to be fair for what he told me I guess? Haha... Ah wells. IT'S DONE.

Just came back from Muay Thai training and yes I had double cheese burger meal LOL hahahaha shall do more squats later =))