He's gotten me out of his life... eradicated traces of me online haha... ah wells... since this is what he wants, as a friend I can only do him the favour of staying away from him.... Yes I was holding on to that strand of hope. He said I was moving on well, why do I feel like I wanna make myself sad on purpose so he can see how sad I am and will want me back? Face the music Mel, even if you were a mess, he would not have wanted you back. That's him. NOW is my turn! I will not let him impede on my recovery any longer. I used to feel guilty that i was recovering so fast but now, I guess with him truely out of my life I can once more truely recover what I had lost. Good Bye Romeo. Hello Mel you're back!!!