Woke up at 530 this morning to come to T2 at Changi airpost to send vic off. Took a bus 82 then switched to 27. Wow haha sure was a long ride but it was an experience hahaha Oh wells am currently skipping Math lecture and I sure as hell hope PJ copied down al the notes and lets me see it when she comes down later. Guess I'll be staying at T3 Coffee Bean and wait for her. Got a Cafe Au Lait for $3.50 and I bet the milk will turn all cold by the time she's here... she should get here aftger lunch? haha Well I really wanna gym later so I'll go regardless of whether she is coming or not. I'd wanted to call Darl this morning but.... nah let him sleep in and sent him an sms instead... he only just replied me yupp well I guess it's better than nothing. I've been set to wondering if he still loves me or is like my friend's ex who stayed with her apparantly due to pity. If it is pity no thank you. I may love him to the core but if it is so I know I can find a better guy out there. Staying strong and counting lesser and lesser fears. All I know is there is such a thing as karma and that if he makes me suffer he won't come to a good end either. But till then I'll do my best for him. If not for him, then for myself at least =))
~Doing my best, hoping my heart doesn't turn cold~
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