Yupp today met up with darling for lunch. The original plan was to enter NTU for lunch but it was really too troublesome so darling was nice enough to come out to Jurong Point for lunch. We had Ajisen where he had some egg, mayo, swet sauce, cabbage and pork thingy while I had spicy Ramen with lots of chili oil hahaha well after that he sent me to Serangoon where I took 317 to tuition. At the bus stop he asked if it was ok if in the end only him and another girl went for GI Joe if his OG mates can't make it. For some reason I felt that it was quite predictable as he looked like he had something to ask me... Actually I felt that from the way he said it most probably it would be the both of them but yupp he says there may be a few others but he thought he should ask as I had the right to know. What could I say? "No" ? Of course I said I wouldn't mind and that I trust him. But hmmm how can you avoid worrying a little? The consolation I have is that he tells me, in a way respecting me I guess, and that I should be open that he should have girl friends as long as history doesn't repeat itself like the last time in the cinema.... then again, he should now be mature enough to know what is right and wrong and he should know as well that I will stand no nonsense. If something happens and he tells me I'll be angry and I don't knowwhat I'd do. If he doesn't tell me God will let me know some way or another and then I won't promise that I won't be ruthless too. I cannot stand betrayal. The again why all these negativity? Let me just trust the guy to know that since he feels enough for me to ask me he should feel enough to resist any temptation, if there is even a temptation. They should be just friends after all. If I were to get jealous over every gril who sits next to him or watches a movie with him my life would be so very miserable =)) We enjoyed ourselves today and are going to meet up come Thursday, I guess I should trust him and not think so much. After all, what is love without trust?
=))
~Trust that our love is strong enough~
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