Hmmm just had my nightly talk with darling... he must be very tired... I shall not think wrongly!!! =)) I trust darling loves me... I just have to tell myself that whenever I have negative thoughts....

I really love darling, but I am just too sensitive... I really want to look towards the future with darling... I know it's just passed but I want to let go of this incident fast so that I can build a better future with darling... I hope he thinks the same way. By living in the past, one can never embrace the better future no matter how great the future has the potential to be. I really hope we can tide ourselves through this crisis. It will be difficult but I hope we can accept or even brush aside the unhappy issue and allow ourselves to walk towards our brighter future. Can he hold my hand and let us walk together? =))