Tears of happiness

Tonight I underwent the phenomenon (did I spell that right?) which I have seldom or not at all experienced; tears of happiness. Thetears just leaked out. They were different from what I'd experienced the nights leading up to tonight. They came rushing out when I saw him again. My darling was back =)) True, he did start off angry that I'd shared all my woes and placed him in a bad light for the whole world to see in my blog. But something different happened. Tonight, after we had a good talk, he actually wasn't angry at me for long. In fact when I'd least expected it, he became the tender guy I hadn't seen in a long time. It was very sweet of him and it made me so very happy because he'd actually listened to my requests and he was trying to be nice to me to make it work. =)) Thank you darling =))

We're going to try hard =)) things haven't been going smoothly recently but like I said, "If there are 10 bad posts, we'll make the good posts 20. If there are 100 bad posts we'll make the good posts 200.) It won't be easy, but I know that we'll achieve it. I believe in him, in what he feels for me. And I don't doubt that I love him.

We'll be going to Malaysia on Monday along with the rest of his family. I'm gonna take it as a "Getting back on track" camp where we will learn under pressure once more to be nice to each other and to tolerate stuff because we do have an audience that really matter. =))

Somehow, I have a good feeling about what is to come.... =))

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