I need to rant

Today, I woke up around 1pm.... Yes I know very very late... I usually wake up around this timing daily. Yep had a quarrel with my boyfriend over SMS, which was bad enough. Then my dad had to come it and be that piece of shit that he is. I'm fine with people nagging at me.... ok not very fine. But it's much worse when they give me nonsense and no-link CRAP that really gets my goat. And my dad is a master at giving nonesensical bits of "knowledge" that have to link whatsoever.

I was up, I went out of the room and drank water then I went back to my room to read some stuff. He came in and said "You should get your body running" meaning I've to be up and going?? What my body and system are running perfectly that's why I could WALK to the kitchen. What do you want make me go for a jog? I didn't wanna eat because I ain't hungry but.... hello what's with people and forcing others who are not hungry to eat???

Then he suddenly asks some question which I feel was 1) none of his business and 2) we have talked about this before and 3) it's not what you think so let me cut you and tell you what is actually happening for the bloody 5th time. I was agitated and so my tone and face was too. He told me I was rude and he didn't deserve the way I look at him and he actually said "I don't deserve this type of eyesight from you." O.o riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight...

He started comaparing me to my boyfriend etc and since he paints my boyfriend in such good light let's just bear the brunt of it even though I was dying to shout out that it wasn't true LOL... WHATEVER!

What followed was NAG NAG NAG.... man I should do a Kesha song called that. Damn it.

So I called my boyfriend to rant. Ranting wasn't very good and he gave me very politically correct answers and asked me if he could use his house phone instead of the handphone. Guess his folks are around. I ended the call. He's obviously not interested because he's definitely taking me at my word that no need to call (even though I was angry still when we put down the phone) and he's not even texted me. Great. Talking about how you can feel people's intrest in you slipping.

Relating to the previous post, I don't feel wanted by him much anymore. Hmmmm so..... I'll go want myself! =))