URGH today when I met darling I was in a foul mood. Foul foul I say... URGHit hurt like hell and I was so irritated!!!! Couldn't gym and on the way back I even had to sit down awhile because the pain was too unbearable... When we got home, Ashy was barking like a.... well... like a mad dog and I shouted at him to shut up and this sparked my mum to scold me. Man we had a shout out session with Jerome right there... Well it is true, I should learn to control my anger but I could bearly stand and my face had a permanent grimace of pain.... another few minutes of that and my face might remain that way for as long as the Sun rises from the East and sets in the West... YIKES!!! Well after that I was crying like some... I don't know, faucet gone wrong and Darling was just holding me. Things might have been so different without him. I might have just crawled into bed and curled up and die. But there he was soothing and comforting me even though my nose was totally blocked and I was leaking mucus.... yes gross I know... In the end when things got much better (as they always do when Jerome darling is around), I decided to apologise to my mother whomI wanted dead a few minutes ago. Darling is such a... well... a darling!! Hahaha he's the peacemaker here haha. So ya... it's true la I shouldn't make it a habit such that I go back and scream at my hubby next time right? Hmmmm for Darling's sake, I WILL CHANGE!!!! (darling gimme time and wait for me ok? =)))
So we didn't gym. We used the laptop for awhile and then we went for dinner at West Mall. The simple pleasures in life- cheap and nice food haha... Darling is right, a simple meal tastes so much better when you have your loved one around to feed you =)) We later went to the value dollar store and got chocolates >.< and shampoo for me and socks for him hahahahaha and then we came back just in time to bring Ashy for a run and then catch WuFu Dao with my mother =))
Yeah I seemed to chase him outta the house after that I know but that was because of the crippling pain that bloomed in my stomach... Man I wanted to bend down and hug myself and that's what I did on the pretext of holding Ashy... Hmmmm I'm really really sorry Darling it just felt so bad la... =(( I really mis Darling now... wish he didn't have to go. Don't know what I'd do without him. If he had left before sending me home when I was in that mood.... things might be so so different... in a bad way. I'm so glad I have you darling. I want to be with you always =))
<3 Mel
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