Hmmmm after what happened yesterday, I'm still kind of shaken and I think so is Darling. It does feel like he have weathered a storm together and that should make us stronger. But I've not seen him the whole day and my heart is rather unsettled.... I feel like... more like I fear, what if he now loves me less than before because he got hurt? People tend to hold back after they get hurt right? Have I made him begin to hold back from me? He tells me he is not but I still fear. I don't know what I'll do without his love. I must really learn to curb my temper, or it will be an undoing to all of us...

Today as I cleaned my table and wiped the photo frame with our picture inside, I realised that I really want everyday to be happy, as happy as the moments captured in the photo frame. True, a fight did ensue after one of the photos were taken but we were happy then right? I really want to work hard to make this happiness be for everytime we meet.

Really hope that we will be able to do this together =))