St Games

Went to St Games with Darling and his friends yesterday night. Hhahaha RockBand Guitar Hero woots.... Had dinner with them all at Novena Sq's Fish & Co after our movie- Edge Of Darkness at Bishan hahhaa then we went over for the games and guess what, Samuel Lee was working there haha... nice guy nice guy =)) so we played games and all that and had a rocking good time. And then what I swear there is something wrong with Mel. Hmmmm when does Mel ever get jealous when her boyfriends hug friends..... hmmmmmIt was just a friend going away right? Hmmm just that maybe I didn't think after all he said about staying away from certain amounts of physical contact with girls after he's attached he'd still do it or something. Petty right? hahaha haiyo, a friend's leaving for a long time, of course I'd hug them what. And Mel has officially become weaker. Because when the hug was about to commence, I couldn't even look and managed to block out everything hahaha. Ah well, my darling IS a guy and IS a human being. Guys like to be with girls too and humans must have contact with them. I'm not trying to restrict his rights. Just didn't think he'd do that.... Don't know what to expect of him now though... Kinda confused... makes me think back to last time- does he feed girls a lot even if they're not his gfs or if they're attached?? Then what happened to what he told me and all that. Guess that triggered my thoughts on him going for Orientation Camps and all that. True, he did feel remorseful (even though it WAS a small thing) and like Lynn said that shows he wants to make this work and he cares but.... do things regret later... sounds like what someone else would do. And proving he is NOT someone else he has decided to try to sit out Orientation but.... Now I feel bad that I'm making him miss out on all the fun.... I love him and so I shouldn't be selfish right? Right?