Hort Park!!!!!

Finally!!!! Hahahhaha we went to Hort Park =)) Hahhaa Darling promised to bring me there quite some time back and finally he did =)) things looked threatened for awhile when there was a bit of a drizzle and we missed our stop but Darling was really nice enough to take the effort to say heyy let's go back =)) THANKS DARLING I LOVE YOUUUUUU =)) Haha So we detoured from Vivocity to Hort park and yes we did the tree top trail thingy that I SO SO SOOO wanted to do hahahhaa =)) It was AMAZING!!! especially at Darling's favourite Henderson Waves (did I get that right?? ) hahaha I didn't know places like that could be found in S'pore !!! Hhahahaa =)) ok the HDB and buildings did spoil the view a teeny bit cos without them it totally wouldn't feel like Singapore.... in fact it felt a lil' bit like Australia for some strange reason.... Blue Mountains... hahhahaa Today was a BLAST!!! Hahahhaa we walked from Hort Park to Mt Faber. Found out there was to be no cable car rides till I think August then walked down to Vivo, realising we needn't take the bus to Hort Park and we could've just walked there but Darl had a point- better we walk back to vivo than walk to Hort Park and stun there hahahaha. We also caught Wolfman at 4pm plus =)) WHEEEESSS the movie I so wanted to watch hahaha =)) loved it though Darl wasn't that impressed. Then we popped by Zara and Darling got me this nicee nicee top hahahahaa =)) Ok I want a new Waredrobe hahaha... Got Darling his Grapeseed extract and we went for dinner. We missed our stop at Queensway hahaha but decided to head to Al-ameen for a nice dinner =)) Had CHicken Briyani and Butter Chicken YUMM. The day ended quite abruptedly due to meeting my dad downstairs and my folks being in a bad mood so Darling couldn't come up but all in all this was one of the best best dates in a long time... DARLING I LOVE YOU!!!! =))

One day of peace, One day of happiness

Words fill the air,
Unkind- piercing, harsh, unappetizing.
Different from the ones heard
Not so long ago from another room
Of words, but still as painful; maybe more.

Daily occurence, this phenomenon.
Sometimes it happens swiftly,
Ends just as quickly. But other times
It seems to last forever and ever,
Like a never ending road.

What would I give for one day
Of peace, one day of Happiness,
One day where the war doesn't occur so
That there is no need for us to find
Diplomatic ways to solve it.

St Games

Went to St Games with Darling and his friends yesterday night. Hhahaha RockBand Guitar Hero woots.... Had dinner with them all at Novena Sq's Fish & Co after our movie- Edge Of Darkness at Bishan hahhaa then we went over for the games and guess what, Samuel Lee was working there haha... nice guy nice guy =)) so we played games and all that and had a rocking good time. And then what I swear there is something wrong with Mel. Hmmmm when does Mel ever get jealous when her boyfriends hug friends..... hmmmmmIt was just a friend going away right? Hmmm just that maybe I didn't think after all he said about staying away from certain amounts of physical contact with girls after he's attached he'd still do it or something. Petty right? hahaha haiyo, a friend's leaving for a long time, of course I'd hug them what. And Mel has officially become weaker. Because when the hug was about to commence, I couldn't even look and managed to block out everything hahaha. Ah well, my darling IS a guy and IS a human being. Guys like to be with girls too and humans must have contact with them. I'm not trying to restrict his rights. Just didn't think he'd do that.... Don't know what to expect of him now though... Kinda confused... makes me think back to last time- does he feed girls a lot even if they're not his gfs or if they're attached?? Then what happened to what he told me and all that. Guess that triggered my thoughts on him going for Orientation Camps and all that. True, he did feel remorseful (even though it WAS a small thing) and like Lynn said that shows he wants to make this work and he cares but.... do things regret later... sounds like what someone else would do. And proving he is NOT someone else he has decided to try to sit out Orientation but.... Now I feel bad that I'm making him miss out on all the fun.... I love him and so I shouldn't be selfish right? Right?

Andrea's birthday

Yeap yesterday darling and I went for Andrea's birthday celebration organised by Don Ong. Hmmmm Birthday boy was late and all and darling and I wandered around for most of the time Andrea and his sec school classmates had dinner haha..... Got darling a Fossil watch and darling got me a Perlini's Silver bracelet. Actually we wanted to get a nice bracelet from SK but when we got it the last new bracelet had a problem and we couldn't move the catch properly so we for-went that one. But it's alright. I like my current one now =)) the presents were actually for our 100th day which was actually on the 1st of Feb. However, on that day we quarrelled and the day ended badly. The 100th day thing was just a spin off from what we see on the WGM show hahahaa and it's nothing really but I thought I wanted to make it special..... anyways, the last few weeks have been rather turbulent with darling and I quarrelling everytime we meet. I keep misunderstanding what he said and all that.... now I'm quite scared to celebrate monthsaries with him as he told me on our 3rd Mnthsary that we needn't make a big deal out of it and I needn't stress myself out about it..... I told him that day that that was the worst date I ever had..... but... I really still love him.... thing is... I doubt I will initiate anymore monthsaries anymore.... But then again, what is a day when we can be happy everytime we meet? Yesterday we had a small quarrel. I really tried to keep my cool and matters weren't blown too hugely. Darling really has been so nice to me and he doesn't deserve me being angry at him. I will really try my hardest for him. Valentine's Day is coming. After the extravagant 100thday presents hahaha I don't think we should spend too much on V day. But starting to day, I'll prepare a small present for him every day leading to V day =)) hope he'll like it =)) <3

Long time no see =))

Ok just dyed my hair chocolate brown using the bubble dye Liese as recommended by Elaine =)) Oh so much has happened recently I don't know where to start. Went for Gwen's birthday celebration and later in the evening going for Andrea's 21st hahaa. Of course I'll be with darling =)) Hmmmmm recently, kept quarreling with darling. I really think I had a period whereby I had like bipolar disorder or something mann hahahaha but maybe it's just extreme PMS? haha.... thank you darling for being so understanding and staying by me even though I walk away.... what would I do without you? =)) Darling has really been there for me all this time.... and I've been so nasty.... I will be a better gf to him I promise because he totally deserves it!!!! Miss him so much.... today he went out with his friends... didn't see him the whole day... really felt like something was lacking in my life.... plus the red wave is HORRID UGH hahahaa but guess I should be hap I'm still fertile... hahahaa ya la.... have to keep my promise and give him two boys and one girl!!! jia you Mel!!! hahahhaa Got so much to say.... but... can't really remmeber? haahahhaha will get back when I do hahaa