The Couple Who Never Went Home

There was once a young man and a young lady who met and fell deeply in love. Both pined for each other often and when they were together, neither let the other out of their sight. When they were apart, the air was filled with their sighs and inevitably, one of their many sighs will travel the winds to find the ears of the other and it will bring a short-lived smile to the other's lips, before letting them plunge back into downturned lips as they thought of how the other was not by their side to whisper those sighs directly to their ears.
One day, as the young man was walking his lady home, the lady was struck by an idea. "Why not let me send you home this time round, my love?" she asked. "I do get so worried when you make your own way home after leaving me safe and sound at my place." To this the young gent replied, "But after you have sent me home, I will worry that you will meet with trouble on the way back yourself." Each was as stubborn as the next and so the young lady changed her course to send the man home. At his door step, the young man found that he could not bear to see his lady go back on her own and insisted on walking her home. And so to and fro they went, each determined not to go home until having sent the other back safely. And till this day, they are still going to and fro, to and fro, and how happy they are =))

WARPED STORY hahahahaa

24/ 11/ 2009

This day was Darl's and my first month =)) interesting eh. The date is just one day before... I guess it is fated. If Last Christmas eve had been spent with Jerome, maybe 24/12/2009 would have been our first year's anniversary. But hey, I give thanks to the Lord for giving him to me, even though it is almost a year late? hahaha... On our monthsary, darling actually suprised me by getting Saw VI tickets before coming to school to fetch me =)) He really backs his words with actions and I was taken aback. The night before we still had a small squabble as to where to go for celebration haha... we had lunch at the KFC house on the way to his place. Let me side track a bit. After lunch, mother called and was a total bitch about asking me to go back to walk the dog just because i emphasised jokingly that I was at Lakeside... haha... you know how my mother gets me down. But Darling was so sweet. He didn't get angry that I was angry. He was so nice and in the end I calmed down. =)) I'm so blessed to have him =)) we went to Sheng Shiong to get drinks haha yoghurt drinks to be exact haha and we remeniscented about the biscuits in the tins outside as we spotted a few we used to eat after training hahaa went over to his place first where he downloaded Left4Dead2 for me on my lappy and played abit... in the end we were late for the movie and missed the first few parts. My temper flared again but hey how can it stay up with Darling around being so nice to me? =)) we watched SAW, totally grossed ourselves out and then had dinner at the Billy Bombers right at Cine =)) that was the place where I had my first "date" with him so to speak haha when he fed me waffles and ice cream haha... we each had a burger I think he got something called the All-Star and I had one that had 3 types of chilli in it haha (typical me!! I also doused it in tobasco haha) then we exchanged our movie passes for a chocolate milkshake and chocolate ice cream with waffles haha =)) almost exactly like the last time =)) then a lil squabble occured but then, as I said, I can't be mad at him for long, I just love him too much. The night ended beautifully =)) And I know that I love him and that he loves me just as much or maybe even more. <3 I don't want to ever lose him. He's my life, my Romeo... and hey, this Juliet only has one Romeo =))

Selfishness

Hmmmm am I being very selfish to not want him to stay in the hostel? I don't know... I'm scared he'll change. Alright maybe for Aaron he didn't change, his true nature just emerged haha.... but for Darling... I really can't bare to lose him; I can't bear to see him change from who he is now to some one like... someone else. I know Darl wants to experience hostel life and all that but, even though I try I can't be like last time and act like I'm fine with everything.

Somehow for Darl, I can't help but be honest and tell him exactly how I feel. I don't want to hide anything from him just so I can "Make him happy" so to speak. DOing that is wrong I figure because it totally breaches the terms of being honest with each other. If the other person can't even take how you feel, then there is no point in being together. And somehow, I don't fear his being angry with me or reprimanding me because of how I feel, I feel free that I can tell him. Only that sometimes, when I do, I feel bad because I feel like I'm being selfish... I can't shake off the "I rather you be happy and I unhappy rather than both of us being unhappy" feeling... and I know it's not right... but...

I really don't want to lose him... had a dream, a bad one, where I lost him. And for the first time in a dream I was praying so ferverently... I've never felt so scared to lose someone. the only other dream that came close was one in which I lost my mother (that was last time). I never want to have that feeling ever again... I don't think I can survive it. I want to know what love is, and I know he can show me =))

Mariah Carey- I Want To know What Love Is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Im gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life theres been heartache and pain

I dont know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and Im feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

JM and Leonard were talking to me this morning after dodgeball.... well yeah.... I've finally sorted out my thoughts haha but argh I feel that my actions have set a course that is already set in motion.... can I stop it before it takes the track which I've down before? Hopefully.... Doesn't really matter anymore now does it? Role reversal time.... However, I will not wait until I lose someone to feel bitter about it and all so.... yupp Will just take things from here and work and hope for the best then...

The GIANT YANKEE BURGER

HAHA yesterday Jerome and I went down to AMK hub for lunch. We went down to New York New York and finally tried the Giant Yankee Burger between the two of us haha.... woots!!! for those of you who have tried it you know its BIG haha... the last time I ate it, I shared it with three other friends. Actually, what killed me was the fries haha it was like a whole ring of fries surrounding that burger mann hahaa... thank goodness I did an hour of dance work out that night plus somemore in the shower haha.... today I did 6km and I'm planning to dance again later hahahaha ~

Today Darl got me a potted orchid =)) Gonna have to take good good care of it =)) haha these past two days, been to his house. His two dogs are UBER CUTE hahahaha and they seem to be okies with me yay!! haha went to his place on Tuesday and he helped me downlad L4D on my lappy hahahaha had my fav Spicy Ramyeon Instand Noodles at my request whees hahahaa yay big big comfort food hahaa.... after it all we went to Jurong Point to have Long John Silvers hahahaa yay fattening sia hahahaaa. Well today we could play left4dead but we only played awhile,... had like not very good nasi lemak and Meiji milk. Hhahahaa well I like the strawberry one and he likes the chocolate one so heehee =)) gonna exercise with him tmw hahaha according to him two love birds on the track hahhahaaha hope he won't run too fast... hahaha =))

I had like some weird dreams last night. Haha four in total I think... one was me buying a car.... was looking around and then I saw this price tag of 6000 on a mpv and I was like that's ex lol wonder if it was in Euro or something haha.... then it changed to like me at hougang stadium jogging and then these two guys ran pass and splashed water on me from a puddle like omg.... can't remember the other two though... though I'm sure one involved Jerome and another involved PJ lol.... ugh.... can't concentrate on my IBM assignment though sitting in a bra and FBT is so not doing homework attire lol.... mother's ignoring me again... like that is anything out of the ordinary haha.... was fretting on what type of bikini to get for my small boobies.... I so wanted to get that white halter neck but ah wells guess I'll settle with my old one and get the skirt bottom from sheer romance =)) haha... I so wanna have the Bod of like one of the PCDs. Yup hey have tummies but they still look good. Didn't run my six KM today and I feel horrid... guess imma gonna do another round of dancing later to make up for it... seems like one dance session ain't enough haha.

Today, Jerome and I went to catch Jennifer's Body.... only because we kw it was impossible to sneak into SAW VI.... true Jerome did suggest we ask some 21 year olds to buy us the tickets but.... ah wells, in the end we walked all the way to Cine for the movie at three plus pm. We had some time before the movie so we went to the Arcade on the 4th floor for some fun... haha both of us went at it at the Rambo machine haha.... mann it's been a long loong time since I last went to the Arcade to play such games haha and yeap it was fun.... though the commando shot better than did hahaha Well, after the movie ended we walked to Plaza Singapura where we got couple rings made.... in advance for our one month or something lol.... it's just an excuse because both of us wanted a couple ring haha.... Jerome was actually thinking of SK jewellery or something haha but yupp we went to the Couple Lab instead... mann the rings were expensive haha... we got the scratch resistent ones and two chains so we could wear them on our necks if we didn't wanna have them on our fingers haha.... we had them engraved with our names on the outside and also our anniversary date on the inside =)) hmmmm looks like we think alike... haha few guys would bother with couple rings.... and even if they did.... some may lose them or spoil them or not take them seriously.... I guess I finally found a guy wh will take them as seriously as I take him =)) <3