What on earth is trust? I'll tell you what trust is- It's the most important thing you can give the person you love. Many a times, factors put doubt into our heads and yeah yeah you'd be like "Pbbbft easier said than done mate!" But hey, if you're going to live a life where you can't give even a rat shit's worth of trust then it's sayonara baby... hahaha then again one does have to admit it IS difficult at times but hey we all try =)) Which brings we to the other topic of trying. I for one am NOT a fan of trying.... uh-uh not at all. I believe in DOING!!! Thus I am really very grateful to people when they actually put their heart into it even when they say they're trying. =)) when someone says they try, I get the feeling that omg whatever they do s out of pure wanting to try and no because they actually want to do it so much so that you actually can't when the person IS ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT. You get so scared that you block it off. Then when the person doesn't feel like what he or she is doing is being appreciated, they lock up and stop doing/trying and you'll be left with the self- fulfilling prophecy of "hey they were actually doing it purely for doing it and now they've stopped". I want to get rid of this mentality because it's not doing anyone any good.
Thus I have come to appreciate and accept the things that are being done for me. All of them put a smile on my face and when they are absent I try to keep the frowns at bay. I hope what I'm doing is right eh?
~Really needing a hug~
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