Just had Kway Teow Kuah for the first time during supper with Darling =)) Today is also the first day I sat in the car with Darling alone and he drove really really well =)) I'm so happy to have my loving boyfriend =)) Though yes my navigation skills suck and there were times we stunned because I pointed him in the wrong direction haha...
Darling came to pick me up today after his tuition and we drove to his place where we had lunch (I had a hamburger snadwich haha =)) then we left for Aranda Country Club where we were to book Darling's chalet for his birthday party on the 18th of July. True it IS early but who says we can't have it early? So after following the directions from Gothere.sg and with a little help from Darling's iPhone, we got to the country club. We made reservations and all that then we drove to Vivo City to meet the rest for Davin's birthday dinner. Darling ascended the 7 story multistory carpark with it's spiral drive up like a pro =)) I'm very very impressed. =))
I had my first meal at Modestos today and we had like 5 pizzas and paid $12 each. We then got 4 pints of ice cream at Ben n Jerry's: Chocolate macadamia, Cherry Garcia, Chunky Monkey, A Cookies Affair, Strawberry Cheesecake, New York Super Fudge Chunks and Chocolate Mint. 10 of us shared it.
We the squeezed into Darling's car and headed into Sentosa to Hard Rock Hotel where Davin had booked a room for the night.
Today sure was fun. And yes, we didn't quarrel =)) Hurray!! Hope to see dalring again soon... I'm already starting to miss him....
<3
Sunday, 27 June 2010
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
Eyes
Warm sunlight, rays of
Innocence choosing their path through
The unveiled windows to the
Bed of two entwined beings resting
Yet not so, lost in the eyes of one
Another.
Lost in the vast land-
Scape of the soul through the dark
Brown windows with it's greyish-
Black windowpane against the white-
Washed walls with tinges of red flowery
Wallpaper.
In a second, time lasts like
Enternity in which both are willingly
Lost to the outside world as both continue
To stare and understand, appreciate
Until one blinks and they are awakened but the cycle starts
Again.
Innocence choosing their path through
The unveiled windows to the
Bed of two entwined beings resting
Yet not so, lost in the eyes of one
Another.
Lost in the vast land-
Scape of the soul through the dark
Brown windows with it's greyish-
Black windowpane against the white-
Washed walls with tinges of red flowery
Wallpaper.
In a second, time lasts like
Enternity in which both are willingly
Lost to the outside world as both continue
To stare and understand, appreciate
Until one blinks and they are awakened but the cycle starts
Again.
Monday, 21 June 2010
What do you want from me- Adam Lambert =)) VERY NICE SONG!!!!
Hey
Slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me?
Yeah
I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
There might have been a time when I would give my self away
Oh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now
Here we are
So what do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
Chorus:
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
Yeah,
It’s plain to see (It’s plain to see)
Baby your beautiful
There is nothing wrong with you (nothing wrong with you)
It’s me
I’m a freak
But thanks for loving me
'Cause you’re doing it perfectly (perfectly)
Yeah, there might have been a time when I will let you slip away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life.
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
Just don’t give up on me
Ohhhhhh!!
I won’t let you down
No
I won’t let you down
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me?
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
Slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me?
Yeah
I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
There might have been a time when I would give my self away
Oh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now
Here we are
So what do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
Chorus:
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
Yeah,
It’s plain to see (It’s plain to see)
Baby your beautiful
There is nothing wrong with you (nothing wrong with you)
It’s me
I’m a freak
But thanks for loving me
'Cause you’re doing it perfectly (perfectly)
Yeah, there might have been a time when I will let you slip away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life.
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
Just don’t give up on me
Ohhhhhh!!
I won’t let you down
No
I won’t let you down
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me?
Just don’t give up
I’m workin' it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey!
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
What do you want from me? (What do you want from me?)
Sunday, 20 June 2010
The Dream Journal
The book swallowed the words
Of her dreams of her fears
Of her tears of her trembling hands
Of her suppressed emotions.
The book was her confidant
Her friend when no one wanted
Anything to do with her dark
Dreams fearing they would taint
Their otherwise perfect day.
But taint the words did
But taint the book which they
Were confided to and as the
Book swallowed the fear the anger
The sorrows the tears it too grew
Dark did that dream journal grow.
The bindings turned black
As the pages turned black and the
Leather was inky and the pages
Did shrivel and became like
Autumn leaves that were left for
Dead on the cold dry floor
Where nobody and everyone left them.
And as the journal became darker so
Did the little girl's soul and
As her soul was tainted her brown eyes
Became pools of darkness and her hair
Was raven yet long and seemed never ending
Just like her sorrows were never ending
Now playing like a tape on repeat in her head
Reminding her of why she could never smile again.
Of her dreams of her fears
Of her tears of her trembling hands
Of her suppressed emotions.
The book was her confidant
Her friend when no one wanted
Anything to do with her dark
Dreams fearing they would taint
Their otherwise perfect day.
But taint the words did
But taint the book which they
Were confided to and as the
Book swallowed the fear the anger
The sorrows the tears it too grew
Dark did that dream journal grow.
The bindings turned black
As the pages turned black and the
Leather was inky and the pages
Did shrivel and became like
Autumn leaves that were left for
Dead on the cold dry floor
Where nobody and everyone left them.
And as the journal became darker so
Did the little girl's soul and
As her soul was tainted her brown eyes
Became pools of darkness and her hair
Was raven yet long and seemed never ending
Just like her sorrows were never ending
Now playing like a tape on repeat in her head
Reminding her of why she could never smile again.
Silence, the Little Girl
The little girl walked quietly
Down the cobblestoned path.
She does not skip
For that is what happy children do.
No, she is not happy.
For she has a little secret
Within her bosom.
It is a secret that she can tell no one.
Because no one wants to listen.
She did try, did this little girl.
She tried telling it to those whom
She loved and whom she felt loved her.
But she got nothing but additions to her fears.
She was not to say it out
Not to strangers, not to friends
But only to the voices in her head
Who are forever watching.
Because everyone ordered her silence.
She was burnt, that little girl.
In the flames fanned by her own loved ones.
The ones she loved and loved till the very end
When the pain became too great and all the love
Was burnt till there was nothing but hate.
And then, the voices, the witnesses broke free.
Only they knew what she suffered,
Her broken and coded words.
Because all she asked for was love.
She suffered, she was destroyed,
Was the little girl who thought they loved her.
And in her ashes, they found her coded words
Engraved on her heart, as the voices deciphered them.
And as the voices read on, each word flew into
The burnt air and pierced each soul
Which had brought out the very words
Themselves into the little girl's heart.
Those who brought her down.
Those who have wronged her.
Those who had silenced her.
Those who lied about love.
Those who wanted and took.
Those who would not listen.
Her silent words flew freely,
Demolishing the town and all the
People could scream as they
Died and ran was that
"They did not know."
And the words screamed back in
Silence: You could have known
But you did not want to know.
Down the cobblestoned path.
She does not skip
For that is what happy children do.
No, she is not happy.
For she has a little secret
Within her bosom.
It is a secret that she can tell no one.
Because no one wants to listen.
She did try, did this little girl.
She tried telling it to those whom
She loved and whom she felt loved her.
But she got nothing but additions to her fears.
She was not to say it out
Not to strangers, not to friends
But only to the voices in her head
Who are forever watching.
Because everyone ordered her silence.
She was burnt, that little girl.
In the flames fanned by her own loved ones.
The ones she loved and loved till the very end
When the pain became too great and all the love
Was burnt till there was nothing but hate.
And then, the voices, the witnesses broke free.
Only they knew what she suffered,
Her broken and coded words.
Because all she asked for was love.
She suffered, she was destroyed,
Was the little girl who thought they loved her.
And in her ashes, they found her coded words
Engraved on her heart, as the voices deciphered them.
And as the voices read on, each word flew into
The burnt air and pierced each soul
Which had brought out the very words
Themselves into the little girl's heart.
Those who brought her down.
Those who have wronged her.
Those who had silenced her.
Those who lied about love.
Those who wanted and took.
Those who would not listen.
Her silent words flew freely,
Demolishing the town and all the
People could scream as they
Died and ran was that
"They did not know."
And the words screamed back in
Silence: You could have known
But you did not want to know.
The Bad Dream
Fragments of bad dreams
Torment the broken sleeper.
Each piece, a cutting reminder
Of her worse fears, being played
Out in front of her.
Sprinkles of bad dreams
Layering the awoken's day.
Forming, a blanket of
Fears and unhappiness as
She tries to live with life.
Dots of bad dreams
Upon the people she holds
Most dearly in her heart.
Will they understand?
She can only hope for some comfort.
The bad dream
Rears it's ugly head.
Even as the sun shines and
Disbelief in her eyes appears
Fear and lost of all hope
Overwhelms and engulfs her.
A part of her dies.
Can anyone revive it?
Torment the broken sleeper.
Each piece, a cutting reminder
Of her worse fears, being played
Out in front of her.
Sprinkles of bad dreams
Layering the awoken's day.
Forming, a blanket of
Fears and unhappiness as
She tries to live with life.
Dots of bad dreams
Upon the people she holds
Most dearly in her heart.
Will they understand?
She can only hope for some comfort.
The bad dream
Rears it's ugly head.
Even as the sun shines and
Disbelief in her eyes appears
Fear and lost of all hope
Overwhelms and engulfs her.
A part of her dies.
Can anyone revive it?
We... The word for romantic love; when two people become one.
Two birds in the sky,
Wing tip to wing tip
Soaring in unision
Forming the silver lining
On the nearby cloud.
Two stones in the water,
Lying side by side
As both are equally rubbed
Smooth by the flowing
Waters of the river.
Two shadows on the ground,
Joined at the fingers
Both moving, as if
In a dance made for one.
A dance that is called Love.
Wing tip to wing tip
Soaring in unision
Forming the silver lining
On the nearby cloud.
Two stones in the water,
Lying side by side
As both are equally rubbed
Smooth by the flowing
Waters of the river.
Two shadows on the ground,
Joined at the fingers
Both moving, as if
In a dance made for one.
A dance that is called Love.
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